So, i’m just gonna make it quick. i always don’t like to complicate things that have already been there, by being so dramatic. The thing is i just don’t really like to talk about feelings and shit like thta. there is a hidden joy by jeeping things the way it is, without have to complicate stuff rite, i mean, as long as we have fun with it, why not rite. So this guy, uh i’m such a terrible typer. SO sorry if i just misstype everything. well, this guy is the kinda guy who i’ve always avoided. but there is something about him that even i couldn’t resist. not his charm, not his money, not his face or anything, as the matter of fact, i kinda hate him in alot of times. he’s repulsive, ridiculous, drama king, and kinda dummy in a way. and always being so unpredictable, and no to mention that he’s that womanizer that we girls are always hate. We are kinda flirting with each other here and there for a while, a couple of years probably. i mean, it’s fun to tease and flirt, but kinda holding back a lil. well you know, but still keep it casual, without any string attach. i always try to avoid that feeling talks and shit like that, just to keep things the way it is, cause i know, once it’s said, it would ruin shit.. SO, i kinda hold a back in a way. my feelings honestly are kinda biter sweet. cause, i hate him, but ican;t stay mad at him. or probably it’s just my nature to be that unstable. Cause i know deep down, he’s not that guy i wanna be with, he’s the opposite of me, and i think, we would just fight the whole time, if we were togeher. SO, in a weird way, i just want to keep this flirtationship that we have here goes on, we don’t have to be exclusive or anything.i dunno this game would be. sometimes, i coluld be passive-agressive, and he ‘s too sometimes. you know tis chase and be chased things is pretty interesting in my boring life. beside, we have completely different life, and what makes us keep it casual, is our life, our reality. he’s there, and i;m in here, so, it doesn’t matter, cause, i’ll get over it, without have to overthinking him, and he will too.