Exploring Myself

i'm emil. an adrenaline jungkie, adventurous, and a shopaholic, well i'm working on it. well this is sort of a blog that contain some pieces of my life, about what happen and what i feel about stuff, i just want to share every step that i make in this journey of exploring myself. and enjoy every part of these self discovering moments. well you know, just live your life like it's your last!! hope you enjoy it :D Gold Price

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Whats wrong with these people

People are just so shallow sometimes. They think and do the same god damn way. Whats up with that?! Same outfit, same photos, same taste, same social circle, same comment. what i think is lacking from the current generation is originality. None of them are really unique. I am not preaching or anything but it’s just sad to see people become a robot nowadays.
I’m not saying i’m more unique than everyone but at least i’m not thinking or doing the same shit with people are.
I’m an outsider. A wallflower. Not really have a lot of friends, i notice that. Not be a part in silly social circle, not even date one in it . God no. I think and do different things that most people think it’s odd. I realize i’m a weirdo. And i’m okay with it. I notice and embrace it. And not give a fck with what those robots think. And i guess i just want someone who can move pass all of that. Someone who is not depend his whole existance to a sily social circle. If you see guys in my freakin hometown now, they date the same skinny socialite with boobs girl. The word same here means : a socialite, have abnormally good looking hair even there is a freakin tornado come around, branded bags & shoes, stylist stuff, have the same or simmiliar social life, exist and have tons of followers, doing stupid things like ask fm. See? It’s not so hard to be a magician that predict people i must say.

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Embracing the journey. can’t get over it yet

Hey folks

It’s been a while since i posted in here. so i’m supposed to be studying by now. But instead i look hrought some old photos. My travelling photos. gosh how i wish i could turn back time. So as you probably know i went to derawan last week. It was the first time i had ever gone to some place that far. by myself. I mean without my parent’s supervising. It was also the first time i oranize the trip. i bargained for the cheapest yet still great accomodations. so my friends would want to join me. It took a lot of effort to get there. But it was all worthwhile in the end. i have the best trip ever. I mean everything was just so new and exciting. I think that was the first time i really embrace my travel experience. I don’t even know what to say. The whole trip had been awesome.. i don’t think it could get any better. The exciting things began from the start till the end of the trip. We got to see manta, sting ray, turtles (lots of them), dolphin!„ barakuda fish, tons of clown fishes in their anemon house like in the movie. We dived 8 times in three days. It was intense, exciting, the coolest thing ever. the coral is amazingly beautiful. And… i’d got to swim in jelly fish lakes. and actually kissed them not just touched them but kissed them!! The water is crystal blue and the sun rise, sun set, even the full moon rise is amaziing!!! I’d got to make new friends too. they are divers that happened in the same boat and trip with us. Oh ya for the recor we didn’t use any kind of travel agents,We looked everthing up ourselves, and it is much more fun that way! We also met the locals. They’re unbeliavably sweet and friendly. Derawan is a quiet little village. I just love it so much!! I cant get over it yet. and tomorow i have a midterm coming and i have rouble to be focus since all i want to do is daydreaming about how great it was back then!

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